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Last night I�had an horrible nightmare. The kind I�had not had in a very long time.�The kind that is exhausting.

I�am exhausted today. I�am sick already and so already tired, but now Iapos;m exhausted.

Itapos;s the kind of nightmares you canapos;t wake up from, it takes a lot of time to really wake up from, it has to be over. If something wake you up from it, it doesnapos;t keep you from going back to it. You canapos;t avoid it.

Iapos;m not going to dwell on it, but suffice to say I�think I�kept crying all night long, at least in my nightmare, my chest was aching like when youapos;ve been crying. My heart was aching too, but not literally. And my head is spinning.

I hope it was just a random, I�canapos;t go on if it is like it was some years ago. I�had those nightmares for months, ended up in getting only about 5 hours of sleep weekly, and passing out in the shower or in random places, from exhaustion.

I�canapos;t. I�missed school today, and I hate to miss school. I�love what Iapos;m learning, I like the people there.

I hate having nightmares.


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